HAHAHA omg man. this place is stale as crap. it's not like i've been cooping myself up at home cuz of Os. on the contrary, i've been going out rather often. hope i get into biomed (COP 9) though i don't deserve and probably won't get fantastic results because i've been damn slack. i know it's a bad thing and i know it's THE Os but it's like.. something that can't be helped -.-

still, it doesn't hurt to hope! plus i don't know where else to go if i can't make it. i've done what i had to do, the rest is up to fate.

one more week to go. freedom is THIS near. yay!!

not happy not happy NOT HAPPY!

Os in exactly one week. guess that's all i'm gonna be staring at for the next four weeks. sian or not, you tell me?

last week was really great though!! (with the exception of monday) Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs in 3D with nic, acsi for wheelchair basketball with kevin, shopping away hundred plus bucks with sis. i'd never been more relaxed before Os ;D

yesterday, i went back to school in an attempt to 'officially' begin my revision. what can i say? it's totally not worth my 2hr trip to and fro, given how unproductive it was. not worth waking up at 6plus for, esp if i just give up and fall asleep halfway through a difficult sum. not worth even stepping into school for if i'm just gonna get caught and told to get a haircut (along with several other suggestions with hideous implications). btw do you know how bloody long it took for me to have it back at this length? over my dead body will i get it cut!

forget it. i'd very much prefer to stay home, watch my new Samsung LED flat-screen tv and assume my rightful position as queen of Slackerdom.

10/10/2009

i need a little more faith.

22 days left, am not feeling the anxiety AT ALL! the great thing is i'm not stressed. the bad thing is, when and how am i gonna get started?

okay at the very least, i need to clear the ton of work i owe (which is obviously not possible by today) and just hope that the last two weeks of self-study with manfred & wt will be productive. i hate going to school feeling sick and lethargic, like i haven't slept for months.

i'm not so keen on the idea of JC anymore. would biotechnology or biomedical science in poly be a better choice?

afterall, it has its perks. sounds much more appealing and practical than struggling with my results to face another olvl times ten. plus i have difficulty sitting still to study (not the mugging type) and more or less know what i want to do in the future.

currently in favour of poly, but i need to be sure.

JP with kevin. watched Phobia 2 which totally freaked me out, except for the 5th story which was funny!! think it's worth the money for horror fans. but i seriously need to reconsider before watching sth like this again ._.

anyway here's the bad part. we walked walked walked and went to a playground. everyth was fine until sometime later his phone vanished for no rhyme or reason. exactly like what happened to my mysterious vanishing wallet last month! zzz sucks to the core. seriously. don't you hate it when things disappear and you'll never know why. maybe if i had just agreed to sit under the stupid tree and not at the playground all this wouldn't have happened )=

not saying today wasn't happy, but the phone thing just ruins it a little. other than that.. thanks for the fun day out =D

HAHAHA omg man. this place is stale as crap. it's not like i've been cooping myself up at home cuz of Os. on the contrary, i've been going out rather often. hope i get into biomed (COP 9) though i don't deserve and probably won't get fantastic results because i've been damn slack. i know it's a bad thing and i know it's THE Os but it's like.. something that can't be helped -.-

still, it doesn't hurt to hope! plus i don't know where else to go if i can't make it. i've done what i had to do, the rest is up to fate.

one more week to go. freedom is THIS near. yay!!

not happy not happy NOT HAPPY!

Os in exactly one week. guess that's all i'm gonna be staring at for the next four weeks. sian or not, you tell me?

last week was really great though!! (with the exception of monday) Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs in 3D with nic, acsi for wheelchair basketball with kevin, shopping away hundred plus bucks with sis. i'd never been more relaxed before Os ;D

yesterday, i went back to school in an attempt to 'officially' begin my revision. what can i say? it's totally not worth my 2hr trip to and fro, given how unproductive it was. not worth waking up at 6plus for, esp if i just give up and fall asleep halfway through a difficult sum. not worth even stepping into school for if i'm just gonna get caught and told to get a haircut (along with several other suggestions with hideous implications). btw do you know how bloody long it took for me to have it back at this length? over my dead body will i get it cut!

forget it. i'd very much prefer to stay home, watch my new Samsung LED flat-screen tv and assume my rightful position as queen of Slackerdom.

10/10/2009

i need a little more faith.

22 days left, am not feeling the anxiety AT ALL! the great thing is i'm not stressed. the bad thing is, when and how am i gonna get started?

okay at the very least, i need to clear the ton of work i owe (which is obviously not possible by today) and just hope that the last two weeks of self-study with manfred & wt will be productive. i hate going to school feeling sick and lethargic, like i haven't slept for months.

i'm not so keen on the idea of JC anymore. would biotechnology or biomedical science in poly be a better choice?

afterall, it has its perks. sounds much more appealing and practical than struggling with my results to face another olvl times ten. plus i have difficulty sitting still to study (not the mugging type) and more or less know what i want to do in the future.

currently in favour of poly, but i need to be sure.

JP with kevin. watched Phobia 2 which totally freaked me out, except for the 5th story which was funny!! think it's worth the money for horror fans. but i seriously need to reconsider before watching sth like this again ._.

anyway here's the bad part. we walked walked walked and went to a playground. everyth was fine until sometime later his phone vanished for no rhyme or reason. exactly like what happened to my mysterious vanishing wallet last month! zzz sucks to the core. seriously. don't you hate it when things disappear and you'll never know why. maybe if i had just agreed to sit under the stupid tree and not at the playground all this wouldn't have happened )=

not saying today wasn't happy, but the phone thing just ruins it a little. other than that.. thanks for the fun day out =D